Happy Anniversary B..


I miss you badly at this special day...

nostalgia ...


those days when
- we exchanged text messages daily
- have dinner @ our fav dine out places
- we go kite flying
- you cook dinner
- we go ktv together
- we go clubbing
- you put me to bed and hug me tightly
- we play with schamp at your place
- you gimme a huge hug
- we kissed

and the many more things we shared...

i dont know why i can give up whatever im doing just to be able to see you

and i dont know why you still meant everything to me now

AND i still love you even if it cost my life

*I Miss You*

how much i appreciated your presence


so excited that you would be coming
so happy to see you when u r at doorstep
so much things to tell you
so wanted to give you a huge hug when u came in
so eagar to tell you how happy i am seeing you
so many things burning in my mind wanting to do to appreciate you

But

i dont know why im keeping it to myself all these.. this feeling is damn terrible after you were gone.

was yearning your presence so much and so badly cos knowing that i can hardly see you now..

no more crying to bed, no more lying on the bed alone.. but yet..

sigh.............

You are the best thing that's ever been mine


every single day you never fail to occupy my mind..

missing you becomes a part of my life.. just like the earth never stop turning.. the heart never stop beating

my life clock stopped at the night you left.. it never started moving again despite the constant injecting of new batteries..

a lost soul from then.. living day by day as whatever comes and go. deep in the subconcious mind and never woke up..

the fighting spirit is gone.. lazy to think and to do.. not movitated for higher achievements..

hate this way.. i want to move on.. but with you.. knowing that this seems so far but i yearn for ur company every single day although u dont belong to me..

this on and off sleepless nights.. this not motivated life.. i dont know how long can all this last

knowing that shouldnt expect any hope but you seriously forgotten all about us just within that few months.? how dishearted..


sigh

The Gifts


Life is a gift from Heaven
Love is a gift from Life
Kiss is a gift from Love...

바보처럼


想你在一起 我却身不由己

你每次伤心 我每次缺席 遥远的距离

我以为我们的爱情 誓言里还会有
转机

没想到陌生机场 写下结局 各自的转机

我放不过我自己 转一圈回到了原地

眼泪是一种提醒 我很爱你


让一切归零


我放不过我自己
仍相信爱会有奇迹

人群中我正逃离

不想放手却也不得不放手的无奈


我们都曾经失去爱情
从你的身上我认识
刻骨铭心错过的花季
我的心也就结成冰

我们都曾经非常努力
却常常的叹息
常常有了疑问句
所以我离去

偶尔很清醒偶尔去抗拒 偶尔有睡意偶尔很伤心
当我们反复练习
想让爱归零
但无能为力

偶尔很开心偶尔去下雨 偶尔有梦境偶尔很想你
当我们同时安静
也做了决定
却不要再见你